I wouldn't allow myself
to take what I want so much
change my mind almost every day
that's something you should ignore
pile on excuses
each like before
more like the barrel's dry today

there's nothing wrong with myself tonight
& there's no time to wander where you don't belong
you see it's alright to leave us but not for long
you could stay with us maybe but we know that's not what you want
you never really stopped
I never thought you would
cause we know that's not what you want

Those hours & these days
follow shadows into years
they come crashing through the wall with alarming repetition
assuming their place as unwanted possessions
I know they shouldn't be here at all
but I can't forget I won't forget And they won't forget you
are you lost to the weather? are you?