first off, & the last to go home
there's a rustling behind me
turn
I should have known
there's nothing there to see
I find myself searching
for the real thing
& I don't know how
I'll be hurting you this time
came here a long time ago
I've been around since I don't know
when
stuck it out even though I knew I didn't
fit in
but I feel so helplessly alone
I feel so alone
I feel so alone
I feel so alone now