I know I shouldn't do this
but I can't let go
it's because everything I see
reminds me
that so much time's
been thinking about you
so much time
& I was bitter now as I can feel
bitter & wallowing
bitter & believing every life threat

chasing an old dream
it's the only dream I want
I'm trapped by an old love
it's the only love I want
& it's the only light here
it's because everything I do
reminds me

I challenge anyone to tell you what I want
so I dwell on ghosts
I dwell on the past
say that I'm wallowing
say I only want what I can't have
but you've known in me just how I feel
& how everything I see & do always reminds me
it's just like it always was
nothing's changed
nothing's changed

it's just like it always was
nothing's changed at all

ooh just make them weak
ooh yes let them wait

(unsure about these colored parts)